My First Time Preparing for Lent

Ever since I turned 40 (I just turned 42 this year), I’ve felt like a teenager trying to find herself all over again. It’s an interesting, emotional, and perplexing shift to go through. I’ve become more appreciative of the little things and increasingly aware of how precious time is. But if I’m being honest—lately, I’ve been bored.

I feel like I’ve dropped into a middle-age slump. You know, like a cartoon character stuck in a loop working from home, eating the same meals, and wearing the same comfy clothes because, well…I rarely go anywhere that gives me a reason to play around with fashion. (A major con of working remotely, if you ask me.)

Another thing about me? I’m a bit of a spiritual hippy. I wasn’t raised in any particular religion, but in my teens, I started a quest for a Higher Being. My first stop was Mormonism, but after discovering some unsavory things within the faith, I left. Years later, I found my way to Islam. I practiced for six years but eventually realized it was stifling my spirit and no longer fulfilling me.

Then, about eight years ago, I found a place called Parkview Church and it’s been my spiritual home ever since.

Yesterday, my church sent out an email about Lent. I’ve always known about it, but I never felt called to participate until now. With Ramadan happening simultaneously, I find myself missing the structure of a spiritual practice that encourages focus and a deeper connection with the Creator. So, starting tomorrow (God willing), I’m diving in.

Here’s the plan: I’m fasting from social media—kind of. I’m allowing myself one hour a day to scroll, post, and engage. (And yes, I will still share my beloved coffee posts because let’s be real, that’s a creative outlet and a simple joy I’m not willing to give up!) Beyond that, I’ll block social media and spend my time working, reading the Bible, and finding new ways to tap into the universe.

I’m excited and a little nervous to see where this spiritual ride takes me. Who knows what kind of personal growth is waiting on the other side? If you’ve ever thought about participating in Lent or are curious about the journey, I’d love for you to join me. Let’s see how we grow together.

Here’s to the next 40 days—let’s make them meaningful. 🌟